So this summer has been nothing but hell. All I did was work for my soul sucking store and have had no free time. My friends kept asking me to do things and I couldn't because I "had to work". It was terrible. The worst summer ever. With that my art work also took a back burner. I felt so lost and unsure of what I was doing for myself that I fell into a rut. I lost my way and inspiration to better myself.
So earlier today I had a meeting with my advisor about all of my troubles. I was hoping for the quick fix that he was going to magically give me, but life isn't like that. He was very helpful and understanding of everything that has been going on. He gave me some tips to help me get more active and involved and more proud of myself. Today I am going to act on his advice. I am going to make a list of everything I am going to start doing and with your help I hope I'll get through it.
Suzanna's New Life Goals:
~ start blogging at least once a week.
~ start an etsy account
~ go through the list of illustration guide and pick places to send work to
~ start asking for commissions
~ cut back on hours at work
~ get out of my hell hole of an apartment
~ fix my car
~ go to at least 10 new places before next summer
~ do drawings at least once a week
~ take photos of everything
I know most of this post is me ranting and complaining about everything, but I feel like I needed to get it out there. Even if it doesn't make sense or just plain sucks, I need to get this out there so people can hold me accountable. I just need some time and I know I can be one of the greats. I am going to do this. I can do this. I just have to remember that I am doing this for me and to make something of myself. Wish me luck!!!!
Catch y'all later!!
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